It’s another Monday morning and I’m going in for labs and fluids. I’m feeling very emotional every day and crying at least once a day about my fate, although it is unknown. It amazes me how much my life changed overnight with this diagnosis. Now, I sometimes feel like every day is just a waiting day to get through to get better. It helps to be so connected to the kids. I feel like there is life around me and a reason to stay around but man it’s tempting just to lay down and die when you don’t know that that’s not what’s going to happen anyway!

“Tears are the safety valve I of the heart when too much pressure is laid on it.”

Albert, Richard Smith