Bunny and I went out for breakfast with Donna to Sage biscuit where I indulged in something that the old me would never have ordered. Delicious fattening French toast.  

We took a photo of ourselves as per usual and I had to laugh when I looked at my stance. I’ve always been told that when you have a little weight you’re trying to hide, you should put one foot forward with your weight on your back foot. The silly skinny lady that I’ve become is still using that pose! 

I had to laugh out loud because it reminded me of my mom. For a long period, mom was heavy and for pictures she held her chin with a hand underneath it. After fighting multiple myeloma for 5 years, mom weighed 85 pounds. She was still holding her invisible double chin up for photos. 

Evening note. My stomach is killing me but I ate well today. I wonder if this evening pain is the new normal as I’ve experienced it almost without fail for as long as I can remember. It is hard to deal with in the evening when my stomach is just pulling itself apart and I’m afraid to take too much medical marijuana. I’ll take the two Tylenol PMs and a little medical marijuana and see if I can get rid of this intense pain. Time to say good night.